Have u seen what i feel?

(Picture of MG & I in our dorm in 2000 in college @ VSU, USA..good times)

Have u ever lost a friend?
Someone u thought would c u progress until the end?
Someone that has been there for u thru the thick and the thin
Someone who told u that u were their best friend?
Someone who would take a bullet from Evil just to c u Live
Someone who didn't care about receiving just worried about where to give
Someone who was loyal
Someone who respected u as much as u respected them
Have u seen what I feel?
Or understand losing a best friend is hard to heal?
Not knowing how ur friend feels and if their thinkin about u the way ur thinking about them
The things that u want to tell them.
It would b cool to see my best friend again, I would b so over excited that it might overwhelm them
Theres not a day that I don't look at my phone, thinking that I'm gonna hear my best friends voice
But until then, I have to continue to pray and be patient cuz I have no choice
They say 'give flowers to ur love ones while their livin'
Whoever said that wasn't fibbin
Its hard to say goodbye when u don't know if its time to say goodbye
I say to myself how did I let my best friend go missin, when no matter what my friend was goin thru I was there to listen
My Heart feels heavy from the pain and tears
Not seeing my friend again is my biggest fear

I Miss MG...

"Learn to love who loves u not the ones that u try to make love u. U will learn u get further in life embracing the love then chasing the love" Doe

Ur Eyes Speak To Me

Ur eyes speak to me
No lust, just love
Runnin my hands n ur hair
Kissin u w/ so much passion to show how much I care
Lay ur body next to mine
As our lips connect
Ur body is art
Designed so well
Loving u has put me in a spell
As we hold hands and kiss n the dark
Kissing u from head to toe is where I will start
Tastin ur neck, licking between ur thighs
Waiting for ur climax to rise
Infatuated by ur moans and telling me not to stop
Loving the way u bite ur lip when I'm on top
Going deeper and deeper just to make u scream
While u scratchin my back, putting ur legs around my waist
Holdin me close knowing that no one can take my place
The love we share can't b compared
The life of love is something I want to share
Justme4u

"Timing is everything until the battery dies" Doe

"Everything n life has a place, its just up to us if we want to find it and then organize it" Doe

We Make Rain Music

We make rain music
No music just rain drops finding their last destination
Pleasure for each other is our motivation
Lighting strikes as our bodies unites
Clouds turn gray as our bodies lay
The trees shiver as ur body quivers
Tastin ur rain as it thunderstorms
Sheets filled w/ puddles like we makin love on the concrete
Puttin on my rain boot cuz I'm about to go deep
Pullin on ur hair like the wind is blowin
We make rain music
Just hearing u moanin
Now the neighbors know I aint alone and
The forecast was so right
Its gonna rain the whole night
Just candles, no lights cuz u never know when the lightning is going to strike

I'm Falling

I'm falling
Just want to jump from the sky and drown n ur sea of love
I'm falling
Just took ur picture and nailed it to my heart
I'm falling
Glitter me with the sparkles of ur love
I'm falling
Cherished every intimate moment
I'm falling
Smiling everytime I c ur name on my phone
I'm falling
When nothing taste better than kissing u between ur legs
I'm falling
Just wanting to be near u
I'm falling
Holding u close and not wanting to let u go
I'm falling and I hope that we can fall together
With love...

"Love ur friend 2 the end like u loved them when it begun. Let ur love shine on them like the sun. When their down & out let them seek u for advice & fun. Glow on them like the moon n the night & let them know nothing is 2 dark 4u that u can't bring 2 light. Love ur Friend" Doe

Soak The Bed Sheets

Let's soak the bed sheets
As our tongue and lips meet
Foggy windows from our body heat
No words, just letting our bodies speak
Let's soak the bed sheets
Start at ur feet
Until I'm where ur legs meet
All while my head is under the sheets
Let's soak the bed sheets
U holdin my ears
u moanin
Brings out happy tears
Let's soak the bed sheets
Ur body is art to my canvas
A portrait that can't b painted
Let's soak the bed sheets
Whisperin in ur ear
Tellin u this big thing down there
Isn't anything to fear
Come here...
Let's soak the bed sheets
Pullin u closer
As ur legs go over my shoulders
Ur nails in my back
Scratchin me not knowing how to act
Let's soak the bed sheets
Got u bitin ur lip
When I kiss ur neck
This is love not sex
Let's soak the bed sheets
Lickin the sweat of ur back
Pullin ur hair, Grabbin ya ass
Let's soak the bed sheets
Love or lust
cum till u bust
In different positions
Let's soak the bed sheets

Stoned Out Love

My stoned out love is drowning n ur heart
Not wanting to swim up from the triangle of ur heart
Took my life jacket off cuz I want to die loving you
Not helpless but selfish for the love n you
Addicted to ur aroma, a hit of u puts me n a coma
My love high never felt so fly till u crossed my eye
Addicted to it w/ no rehab needed
Can't go back to being sober
Ur love drug, I'm all over
My stoned out love drug....

Love Game

I'm writing w/ my heart
not w/ a pen
 to show u where I love began
Faith, hope and change
No need to arrange cuz
they all mean the same
Love is game we play to win

Let Me B Me

Let me b me
Regardless of what u c
Don't pay aTtention to what u hear
Its only the devils way of showing fear
I know greatness is near
And I'm maturing quicker than my peers
Through lifes journey there will b pain and tears
And celebration, cheers
Let me b me

"I pray cuz I sin and don't know when my lifes gonna end but when it does I want to b God's best friend" Doe

"Love ur friend 2 the end like u loved them when it begun. Let ur love shine on them like the sun. When their down & out let them seek u for advice & fun. Glow on them like the moon n the night & let them know nothing is 2 dark 4u that u can't bring 2 light. Love ur Friend" Doe

"With every bad situation there is always something good that comes out of it. U just got to find the good n the bad" Doe

"We don't know its a dream until we wake up from it & in life sometimes we need something bad 2 happen 4us 2 understand how real things are. Some of us are living n a dream world & haven't woken up 2 reality yet. Stop dreaming b4 it becomes a nightmare..wake up!" Doe

"Smile, even when u dont want 2, or when the thoughts of ur past want 2 haunt u..smile...b happy 2b alive & realize that u can survive..SMILE" Doe

"God is good. Sometimes God has to take certain things away to prove how real he is but I know whatever he takes away there is something greater and he never gives us more than we can handle. U live, u learn and u got to appreciate" Doe

"A blind man can c n his dreams, so y give up on ur goals? Anything is possible" Doe

Cherish....

I painted the red rose peddles gold
So u can cherish and hold
And my heart, I'm gonna fold
So u can take half and put it close to ur soul
No scissors will b able to cut us apart
Leave the window of love open
And let the air intoxicate our minds
As our two energies combine
And love each other to the end of our timelines

Show me ur dedication
And I will show u my determination
Show me ur focus
And I will show u my passion
U make love an inspiration
Loving w/ no fear
Just strong determination
To walk side by side thru any situation

Want to b able to catch every tear w/ my hand that might rain over ur heart
And put the sun n every place n ur heart that's dark
The sky seems so close knowing that I have a star as a companion
The clouds don't seem that high anymore
And planes aint the only thing fly anymore
Because of the one I adore
Mi amor...